Monday, December 31, 2007

Pariah

Made one of my own volition, with the systematic shunning of societal norms for egotistical and altogether self destructive reasons. Self-indulgent? Yes, that was the point. An absolute necessity? Undoubtedly. Headway had been made in grappling my way out of this chasm I have created for myself.

But a relapse into formerly forgotten ways is upon me. I'm plunging head first into the icy waters of the crushing discontent which inudates this Potemkin Village of a life. The facade is crumbling and the vacuous nature of a disingenuous existence is being exposed.

Home sweet Hermitage.

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Moribund

I find my thoughts turning darker with each passing day. I'm not sure of the reasons why. I've been here before. I never wished to return. Yet here we are.