I'm sorry, guys.
I haven't been able to write anything worth reading recently.
All of this positive feedback has really lifted my spirits.
When I write, I need to be emotional.
I haven't written a word in my "novel" for over a week.
I'm just in too good of a mood.
And I always say,
The only time a writer should be happy,
is when he's dead.
I thrive on angst and tumult.
My lifeblood is depression and anxiety.
I have no other way.
So, if you guys could do me a big favor,
It would be greatly appreciated.
Could you tell me I suck?
Or that I have no talent.
Or tell me you don't love me anymore,
that always seems to work.
Tell me to give it up,
To just stop.
That I'm making a fool of myself.
Otherwise, you'll be stuck with me posting videos,
or even worse,
I will be forced to actually write while happy.
And I don't want to do that.
It scares me to think about it.
I can't do that, I'm not good enough to do it.
I would be an abject failure at it.
I'm starting to feel shitty again!
Fantastic! That makes me so happy!
Some more Jeff Buckley by request.
You see what I have to resort to?
oh, what the hell, one more.